hiddenmuse: (Bitch Please)
It's time for more of my Guitar Zero Hero ramblings!

I played GH2 for a little while the other day, and managed to get my score above 40,000 on Cheap Trick's "Surrender" and close to 30,000 (maybe higher) on Kiss' "Strutter". I'm quite proud of myself for that one. Maybe some day, I'll actually get past 3 stars!


Also, Kellie and I had noticed on GH3 that when you successfully complete a song, you get the whole "Congratulations - you've earned X Amount!", followed up with: "Go buy yourself something pretty." Kellie and I thought it was just something that occurred because we were playing female characters and commented that it was probably a female character-only thing. So, unless it happened with a badass mofo like Lars Umlaut (a guitar-playing Lucha Libre), it was quite sexist.

Well, the other day, I played as Lars, and got the "Go buy yourself something pretty" message. O_o I don't know ... maybe it's because I was still playing under my GH name, Carlita.

I'll set up a male name and character, to see if that damn message still comes up. Better yet, any guys that are playing GH, have you seen that message? Or do you get something more "masculine" like, "go buy some coke and whores"?

Seriously. I know that a good majority of the gamers are guys - but the ladies are getting into the games as well. Not all of us are spending hours on end playing World of Warcraft or Halo 3, but we *are* playing Guitar Hero, Rock Band and many other games. So we're out there dammit - give us a shred of respect already!
hiddenmuse: (endangered)
All My Chemical Romance want for Christmas is you. Yes, you.




Seriously, what girl (or boy) can resist the charms of Gerard and Mikey Way? (Mikeyway to some of you ... one half of the "summer of like", etc.)
hiddenmuse: (orange)
Okay - I'm a bit of a major music geek, but I'm totally stumped on something.

Am I completely delusional here - or did it really happen: Nine Inch Nails recording a cover of the Queen song, "Get Down, Make Love"?

If it really did happen, where the heck can I find a copy?!? :-/
hiddenmuse: (World Peace)
Okay, so Kellie got one of her presents a day early, because (a) I can't keep a secret when it comes to presents, and (b) tomorrow is going to be insanely busy.

Yep, Kellie got Guitar Hero III and by the end of the day, while playing the Easy level, she'd made Tom Morello, Slash and Lucifer himself her bitches. She even got 5 stars on Metallica's "One" in the first try. Needless to say, I was highly impressed. Especially since I'm still working on getting past 3 stars on *anything* on Guitar Hero I or II.

Speaking of Guitar Hero - Blender had an article about the game: Hammer of The Geeks, with mention of the famous musicians that play it, right alongside us commoners that geek out over it: "The facsimile is convincing enough that the Guitar Hero faithful include actual rock stars, too. From Tool, Trent Reznor and Jonathan Davis to Barenaked Ladies, Rascal Flatts and Evanescence, many artists are spending the time when they’re not performing for thousands of fans pretending to perform for thousands of fans."

And P!ATD fans, apparently their addiction was pretty serious: Brendon Urie, guitarist-vocalist of Panic! At the Disco, found the game’s influence even more insidious. “I was so addicted during our last tour,” he says, “that when I was onstage, I’d be thinking of songs in terms of color patterns running through my head. Thankfully it never screwed me up, or I would have had to cut back.” Ummmm, oops! (I had a similar problem with Bejeweled, so I can understand that ... heh)




I've gotten a few new friends, so here are a few (pretty) recent entries to check out, if you are interested:

A general intro post
Fanfic Intro (if you can read it, you're in the filter)

And the prior entry is my "I'm sending holiday cards - want one?" offer. :-)
hiddenmuse: (Shake Djibouti)
Okay, so I should've done this a few weeks prior ... so I'm a bit behind on this one.

If you'd like a Christmas card from me, comment with your address (comments are screened) and I'll send a card to you. And no worries, I do not send cheesy and/or lame cards. Really.
hiddenmuse: (Hardcore Raffi)
This is probably a totally unoriginal thought, but as I've been listening to the Led Zeppelin songs I'd bought, I keep getting this idea going through my mind: It's like a bunch of sci-fi/fantasy fanboys woke up one day and went, "Let's start a band! We'll write songs with Lord of the Rings references and gets lots of hot babes!"

But, that's just a thought... and before you get all Salome on me and call for my head on a platter, I love my sci-fi/fantasy fanboys (and girls). I just love to poke fun at everyone - which you should know by now!




Oh (sur)reality TV ... so full of lovely gay boys. Todd on Survivor - cute little twink (and a once-upon-a-time Mormon). And the boys on Project Runway ... Jack, so hot - and he designs great clothes. Christian - hipster boy with hair styled by a blindfolded Pete Wentz. Chris, the papa bear (or, Jay 2.0, as he's been called)

Yes, I get to have my happy little fag hag geek-outs. It's all good.




And speaking of TV, I love the blurb in Entertainment Weekly for next week's episode of CSI: - If we didn't know any better (and we so don't), we'd say Hodges was using the other lab techs to try to get Sara's spot as a CSI ... and in Grissom's heart. Hodges ... the man who took one of Grissom's classes online, and used the name "Spanky". The one or two remaining CSI slashers probably took that one and ran with it. Me, I just call him "Spanky".
hiddenmuse: (Kitty Punk)
I've got a dentist's appointment this afternoon - lucky me.

I made sure to take some Ativan beforehand (the one time I forgot, the drilling started and I had a freak-out ... and may have scared patients with my crying and near-screaming), and I'll be taking some Advil as well. Yes, it's just a filling, but I still get terrified going to the dentist's office.


In some happier news, I got a few Led Zeppelin songs from iTunes (now, I just want to know if/when The Beatles and Garth Brooks will come around), as well as The Killers' versions of "Ruby, Don't Take Your Love to Town" and "Romeo And Juliet". Good times.

Also, I don't know if I've said it ... but, thank you all so much for your encouragement, kind words and support while I'm going through the familial angst. I appreciate it all more than I can say, and it's great to see that I have wonderful friends and allies. :-D
hiddenmuse: (how I roll)
I'm at an impasse with the whole family thing - right now, it may be the better thing to do, considering that it seems to be messing with my physical health. :-/


Anyways, yesterday, I got to be Ms. Fix-It! Our shower head has been leaking for a while, and recently, it has started to spray from the attachment point (where the shower head screws into the pipe). To keep myself distracted, I looked on a few websites for how-to's on repairing it, went to the hardware store after work and bought the necessary tools.

Later in the evening, I went into the shower, took off the head and was ready to soak it in some CLR (Calcium, Lime and Rust remover) overnight, and replace it with a new shower head in the meantime. The soaking wasn't necessary - there was a crack in the attachment point, and the whole head was just shot to shit. So, rather than teflon taping, soaking and re-attaching, I just threw out the old head, screwed on the new one and put the tools away.

This morning, the shower was working beautifully. No leaks at all. :-)

Since I'm such a geek, I was totally proud of myself for that one!
hiddenmuse: (Smile!)
Just a quick note or two:

I haven't talked to my mom yet ... kinda-sorta avoiding it, because I'm a wuss. But, I will talk to her at some point, just to get it over and done with.


Second, thank you muchly to [livejournal.com profile] icedmaple for the virtual bear hugs! I really appreciate it - thank you for thinking of me. :-D

In response

Nov. 9th, 2007 06:49 am
hiddenmuse: (Cherry blossoms)
This would be my response to my mom's e-mail, and those (probably unintentionally) hurtful comments she'd made. I haven't sent it out yet - it was just something I'd written in the middle of the night.

It hurt to read that, to realize that someone that I love dearly is basically an "It" because of her relationship with/to me. She is a part of *my* family, just as my sister-in-law is a part of the family, and my sister's boyfriend is a part of the family.

I'm not going to apologize for the fact that she's not the significant other my family would hope that I'd have in my life, that you're not going to have grandchildren (or nieces and nephews) by me. You may not agree with the choices I make, or how I live my life, but they're *my* choices and *my* life, and I'm finally owning up to - and accepting - that. Please try to be happy for the fact that I am happy, stable, and relatively healthy.

I'm not asking you to run off and join P-FLAG or anything like that right away. Take your time with this - I'm probably not the daughter you'd hoped that I would be, so you're probably feeling frustrated, confused, maybe even pissed off. And rightfully so, I'd say.

My hope is that you can realize that I *am* the same person that I was before I came out. I'm still the same loving, caring, intelligent person. I still have good manners and I play well with others. I'd never flaunt my sexuality in front of you, out of respect and decency. I still believe in God - even if I don't currently go to church, so I'm not the Godless heathen that you'd told me that gay people are, years ago.

This is not your fault. It's not dad's fault. It's not Perry's fault. I was not "converted" or "recruited" by anyone in any way, shape or form. This is something that I'd dealt with long before I even knew that I was gay. I'd spent so long questioning and doubting myself on it. I tried so hard to be "normal" and be what I was expected to be - and none of it worked.

I know that your hopes were to have a fine, upstanding, heterosexual child that you could be proud of; instead you have a fine, upstanding homosexual child that you may or may not be proud of.

Please know that while it hurt to hear that Kellie is not welcome in the house, we will respect your wishes and not stay in your house this year. As I'd said, we'd love to have you join us for shopping, visiting museums and going to dinner. This way, you can see me (and Kellie) on neutral territories, and if for some reason you feel uncomfortable, you have an "out" and you're not stuck with me/us.

I love you, mom. I love you very much.

-- Carly


Please realize that this letter is what woke me up at 3 in the morning, so I had to get it out into the open. Maybe I'll send it as it is, or try to refine it somehow...
hiddenmuse: (Shut Up!)
You know that elusive "It" that my mom talked about when I came out to her? The "It" that she didn't want in her house?

Well, apparently "It" is Kellie. Yeah, total sucker-punch there.

See for yourself in this redacted in some places e-mail I received today:

Carly -

You are a hard person to reach.1 I hope all is going well for you and you are doing okay.

T. and I are doing well. She took a leave of absence from XYZ Co. They didn't want her to quit, but she liked ABC better because they let her do whatever she wants there. She works as a server, or production or the window, and she was learning the grill. (At) XYZ Co., she would do just one thing, like casher for 6 hours straight. That got too old for her, she wanted more variety. So XYZ Co., told her she could come back whenever she wanted. Her boss asked if she would work, just one day a week. She might go back in the summer. She realizes she needs to get her studies up to par before anything. What else is nice. She told ABC that she didn't want to work on Sundays, and would like to work the days on Tuesdays so she could go to YW. They agreed to that, and they are giving her every Sat & Sun off. Not bad.

I hadn't heard from you about Christmas. I thought long and hard about this and spoke to T. Please don't get upset.2

We want you to come, but not Kelly. Kelly seems to be a nice person, but, I am selfish, and want you to myself, so does T. If Kelly were to come w/you, we'd never see you. I love you and you are always welcomed home, but right now, Kelly is not. T. does not want her in the home, and I have to respect her wishes.3

I hope you both can understand. We both love you Carly. You are my oldest daughter, and the love I have for you will never change. T. and I would like to spend time with you. We only see you once a year and just for a short period of time at that.

I hope you can understand. Call me, e-mail me and let me know.

Love you much!!!

Mom





As I'd said previously, she's not rushing out to join P-FLAG anytime soon - and as you can see here, she's kind of cementing that one.

I'm calling shenanigans on these things, hence the footnotes:

1. I was not hard to get a hold of. Truthfully, she didn't make any real effort to get in contact me. Unless she counts an e-mail forward as an attempt at contacting me.

2. "Please don't get upset" - the preface for the "We love you, but..." spiel

3. This would be what they call "telling me that Kellie is currently persona non grata, served with a dash of 'passing the blame'". I seriously doubt that my mom would let my sister's opinion dictate what happens in the house.

Try to keep in mind that this is the same person that blamed my sexual orientation on my dad, saying that it was his fault for not being around that made me "that way".



Yeah ... Way to be, mom - got more salt to pour in those wounds?

*sigh* I will never understand people. Especially my family.

LOLcats!

Nov. 8th, 2007 10:50 am
hiddenmuse: (catnip)
Yep, more LOLcats for your enjoyment!

I need a LOLcats icon, dammit! )
hiddenmuse: (orange)
Stole this from [livejournal.com profile] kittygrenade, because I thought it was fun. :-)



Step 1: Select 10 songs (at random.)
Step 2: Of those ten songs, select a single lyric from each one. (The more obscure, the better)
Step 3: Post the list of ten lyrics in your entry for other LJ users to guess the artist and song.


1. "Stop with your Jazz oratory / I only listen to Top 40 (N'Sync rules!)"
Title and Band: "Won't U Please B Nice?" - Nellie McKay
Answered By: [livejournal.com profile] geekwriter143


2. "Exit light, enter night / Take my hand - we're off to Never Neverland"
Title and Band: "Enter Sandman" - Metallica *
Answered By: [livejournal.com profile] milesfromhome
*Song factoid - the line was originally intended to be "disrupt the perfect family", not "we're off to Never Neverland" Also, the song was going to be about crib death. Makes it just a little creepier...

3. "Just shut your pretty eyes - I'll be seeing you again / I'll be seeing you in Hell"
Title and Band: "Die Die My Darling" - The Misfits
Answered By: [livejournal.com profile] martydressler


4. "Graceless lady, you know who I am / You know I can't let you slide through my hands"
Title and Band: "Wild Horses" - Rolling Stones
Answered By: [livejournal.com profile] glamorous_nymph


5. "I'll serve your ass like John McEnroe / If your girl steps up, I'm smackin' the ho"
Title and Band: "Jump Around" - House of Pain
Answered By: [livejournal.com profile] feelingcold


6. "You need him - I could be him / I could be an accident, but I'm still tryin' "
Title and Band: "Grand Theft Autumn/Where Is Your Boy Tonight" - Fall Out Boy
Answered By: [livejournal.com profile] milesfromhome


7. "I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend / you could cut ties from all the lies that you've been living in"
Title and Band: "Jumper" by Third Eye Blind
Answered By: [livejournal.com profile] sam_i_am_not_2


8. "Playing Solitaire 'til dawn with a deck of 51 / smokin' cigarettes and watching "Captain Kangaroo" "
Title and Band: "Flowers On The Wall" - Statler Brothers
Answered By: [livejournal.com profile] milesfromhome


9. "They were all in love with dying / they were doing it in Texas"
Title and Band: "Pepper" - Butthole Surfers
Answered By: [livejournal.com profile] martydressler


10. "Tonight I go to Hell, for what I've done to you / This ain't about regret / it's when I tell the truth"
Title and Band: "Debonair" - Afghan Whigs
Answered By: [livejournal.com profile] zigme


Bonus!
"She wants to be Messiah without the crucifixion / She wants to fuck Delilah without Samson's intervention"
Title and Band:
Answered By:
hiddenmuse: (Lewis Black)
This morning, I was thinking about music, and how people tend to pick some of the most fucked-up songs for their weddings. Or, at the very least, some of the recommendations for wedding songs.

Now, I can totally get behind something like "The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face" or even "My Funny Valentine". But, who are the jackasses that pick these songs:

The Police - "Every Breath You Take": A song about stalking someone. Yeah, that's quite romantic. Who doesn't want a song with the line, "oh can't you see - you belong to me?", as their wedding song?

Barenaked Ladies - "Call And Answer": Sure, this one starts out sounding kind of on the sweet and lovey side. Then, halfway through the song, you're hit with, "I'm warning you, don't ever do those crazy messed-up things that you do - 'cause if you do, I'll be the first to crucify you". It's not as bad as the next one, though.

Sonic Youth - "100%": One would think that the line "100% of my love, all for you true star" makes for a good wedding song, but whomever recommended this one apparently glossed over the "gun to my head, good-bye I am dead" line. Songs that are tributes to dead friends are never a good idea. But if you insist, how about the slightly more upbeat, "People Who Died" by The Jim Carroll Band?


If *anyone* picks any of those songs for their weddings, I will be in the corner at the reception hall, in a fetal position with my ears plugged.

That being said, what absolutely wrong songs have you heard at wedding receptions - or heard/read being recommended for a wedding?
hiddenmuse: (Kitty Punk)
For [livejournal.com profile] gardengnomegeek:

lolcats and funny pictures


For the Community Mods everywhere )


Also, to the asshats that decided to use my debit card to get internet service in Mexico City? Fuck you. Fuck you and the horse you rode in on.

Thankfully, my bank raised a fraud alert and closed my card. Unfortunately, they called my old phone number, so I didn't know until I tried to use my card at the $tarbucks next to the office, and the card was declined. Now, I'm just waiting on my new card to come in - and using the credit card sparingly in the meantime.
hiddenmuse: (geeky!boys)
Happy Halloween, my lovelies!!

While I didn't get dressed up or anything - pretty much none of my co-workers did, really - it was kind of fun to see the creativity that went into some of the costumes, including this kitteh's:

lolcats and funny pictures


Coming home tonight, I saw the cutest little girl trick-or-treating with her dad and younger brother/sister, and their dog (she was dressed as a princess or a ballerina - I couldn't really tell, since she was a block away). The girl was carrying her pumpkin bucket in one hand, the sib's bucket in the other, walking down the street, swinging her arms and walking as far ahead as she could. Total "awwwwww, so cute!" moment, there.


And, on a bit of a Halloween tangent, Joe Trohman of Fall Out Boy (he of the JewFro) had a funny blog entry today. {Okay, so *I* thought it was funny. But, I'm a sick puppy that way...} I've stolen it from [livejournal.com profile] icecreamhdaches, so credit goes there.

What are we left to do?: Halloween Reflections from Joe Trohman

creepfest 07 is coming up. yep, that's right, every child's excuse to dress up like said japanese anime character, every weirdos excuse to put poison in a snickers bar and hope they end up on the news, and that really just leaves the rest of us. were stuck in the middle. were far too sane and caring to poison children, and yet we are way to old to dress up. a skimpy nurse or devil costume is not a costume by the way, just blatantly sans clothing if you understand my lingo. what are we left to do? well, you could be like me, treat it as a normal day, catch the latest in television crime dramas, or possible romcoms. but you don't want to sit inside, you're used to the nature of the holiday, stuff that satan likes. i get it. im a professional fan of satan's favorite holiday, though i thrive under the cloak of mediocrity these days. i cant very well promote vandalism i suppose, as it could technically then be my fault, and would be my first time getting in trouble for eggs i didn't throw at _______'s house. if we are actually celebrating satan's favorite day of the year, why not be sloth-like and lazy? there is excellent programming on the discover channel. gluttony is pretty bad, and delivery is always fantastic. there are ways to celebrate this glorious of occasions. just not dressed up like a nutcase.


The sad thing, the sluttariffic costumes are being sold to younger and younger girls. Aside from that, I'll be happy to spend the day watching "Cop Drama" and cheesy chick flicks with Joe and some of my closest friends.
hiddenmuse: (orange)
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

Rules
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
NO CHEATING

I'm bored and have nothing better to do ... and this was stolen from many people )

Playlists

Oct. 23rd, 2007 09:11 pm
hiddenmuse: (Hardcore Raffi)
Okay, so I'm working on making a couple of playlists for my iPod - and I'll admit that a couple of them are bordering on really, really sick and twisted.

One list is"I Like to Watch - Voyeur Songs", the other is "You Only Stalk The Ones You Love", and I feel like there may be some overlaps.

For the "I Like to Watch" list":

"Mr. Brightside" - The Killers
"Sugar We're Going Down" - Fall Out Boy
"Every Breath You Take" - Juliana Hatfield


For the "You Only Stalk The Ones You Love" list:

"Possum Kingdom" - The Toadies
"Keli Richards" - Gin Blossoms
"It's Warmer In The Basement" - Cobra Starship
"Every Breath You Take" - Juliana Hatfield
"Straw Hat and Old Dirty Hank" - Barenaked Ladies
"If I Can't Have You" - Yvonne Elliman
"Barrel of a Gun" - Guster
"Possession" - Sarah McLachlan
"What Do I Have To Do" - Stabbing Westward



So, yeah ... any suggestions? As you can see, the list is very, very limited. :-(
hiddenmuse: (dreamsicle)
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funny cat pictures & lolcats - Cant talk now  Waitin for da skoo bus

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