hiddenmuse | Who'll Notice That I'm Not Around?

Yes, I've been hiding out the past several days.

Part of it's due to my going out and forcing myself to be sociable - if only to end up grumpy most of the time.

Another part of it would be my depression starting to really feel unbearable. I've been out of meds for a while *ducks and hides under desk for the next lifetime* ... and as is the case, I did alright for a short time. Then, things started to get really bad.

It's more than just apathy. I can't sleep for anything - or I over-sleep. My libido is gone again. My desire to be around anybody is almost nil. The most stupid, minor things, reduce me to tears. And it's taken me this damn long to get off my ass and call the doctor to get in for an appointment.

I really am fucked up - not like that's news to anyone, anymore.

Have a good evening everyone - I've got some work to finish up, then it's off to the Dentist and OA.