*clears throat & jumps on soapbox*
Nov. 24th, 2003 11:08 amI have something to say.
In a couple of months, I'm moving to California. Really.
This was a hard decision for me to make, but a lot of it was motivated by a need to just get out of town - and out of my job, especially since the job market around here just sucks.
I'm comfortable with this decision, and while I do have the occasional nervousness, I think that just goes with any change - and if I weren't nervous, something would have to be seriously wrong with me.
The big trip-up though, is the whole Firstborn thing. The fact that I'm so used to being the one that takes care of everyone, and is the responsible one. For once, I'm doing something for ME, and while I know that it's okay for me to do it, it sometimes feels odd to be doing it.
I'll get over it. I've got the support of those I love, and those that matter to me. :)
It's just taking these small steps that feel like giant leaps.
In a couple of months, I'm moving to California. Really.
This was a hard decision for me to make, but a lot of it was motivated by a need to just get out of town - and out of my job, especially since the job market around here just sucks.
I'm comfortable with this decision, and while I do have the occasional nervousness, I think that just goes with any change - and if I weren't nervous, something would have to be seriously wrong with me.
The big trip-up though, is the whole Firstborn thing. The fact that I'm so used to being the one that takes care of everyone, and is the responsible one. For once, I'm doing something for ME, and while I know that it's okay for me to do it, it sometimes feels odd to be doing it.
I'll get over it. I've got the support of those I love, and those that matter to me. :)
It's just taking these small steps that feel like giant leaps.
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Date: 2003-11-24 09:39 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-24 09:45 am (UTC)I love you so much that it shocks me sometimes.
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Date: 2003-11-24 09:49 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-24 09:49 am (UTC)California is wonderful. And hey, we have a movie star governor. ~*snicker*~
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Date: 2003-11-24 10:02 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-24 10:07 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-24 11:01 am (UTC)Basically, we'd be starting all over again, as she puts it, since we never had a chance to date like an "average couple" does. I'm looking forward to it.
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Date: 2003-11-24 10:41 am (UTC)I'm very proud of you for making such a big decision. I'm sure it will only lead to wonderful things for you.
Rock on!
xoxo,
Mare
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Date: 2003-11-24 10:43 am (UTC)Lots of love and luck for your big move ahead!!! :D
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Date: 2003-11-24 10:48 am (UTC)i see great things on your horizon, lady!
so much luck to you and all the best wishes in the world!
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Date: 2003-11-24 11:05 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2003-11-24 11:55 am (UTC)And if you start sending off chimp postcards, we may have to wonder on your sanity. ;)
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Date: 2003-11-24 01:07 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-24 02:03 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-24 02:17 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-24 04:28 pm (UTC)Good luck with your move, the job/apartment hunt, and with yours and Kellie's relationship! :)
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Date: 2003-11-24 07:21 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-24 09:12 pm (UTC)**runs around frantically hiding all his smut that he has scattered around the bay area....hides his secret women......hides his costumes.....hides his fetish clubs....**
Ok, Im ready....Welcome to the Bay Area luvie!!
"California Party Boy"