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hiddenmuse ([personal profile] hiddenmuse) wrote2003-11-24 11:08 am

*clears throat & jumps on soapbox*

I have something to say.

In a couple of months, I'm moving to California. Really.

This was a hard decision for me to make, but a lot of it was motivated by a need to just get out of town - and out of my job, especially since the job market around here just sucks.

I'm comfortable with this decision, and while I do have the occasional nervousness, I think that just goes with any change - and if I weren't nervous, something would have to be seriously wrong with me.


The big trip-up though, is the whole Firstborn thing. The fact that I'm so used to being the one that takes care of everyone, and is the responsible one. For once, I'm doing something for ME, and while I know that it's okay for me to do it, it sometimes feels odd to be doing it.

I'll get over it. I've got the support of those I love, and those that matter to me. :)

It's just taking these small steps that feel like giant leaps.

[identity profile] hamymcboobyflsh.livejournal.com 2003-11-24 09:39 am (UTC)(link)
congratulations on your decision!! :) *proud*

[identity profile] sigmaration.livejournal.com 2003-11-24 09:45 am (UTC)(link)
*tear*

I love you so much that it shocks me sometimes.

[identity profile] genevievechat.livejournal.com 2003-11-24 09:49 am (UTC)(link)
Good luck! Hope everything goes well for you! :)

[identity profile] divachickie.livejournal.com 2003-11-24 09:49 am (UTC)(link)
Wow, that's awesome!

California is wonderful. And hey, we have a movie star governor. ~*snicker*~

[identity profile] luvlyssa.livejournal.com 2003-11-24 10:02 am (UTC)(link)
Wow a huge move! congrats and good luck!

[identity profile] msboop.livejournal.com 2003-11-24 10:07 am (UTC)(link)
I'm shocked! And glad for you. Assuming you will be with Kellie, I hope you two are very very happy together. So, are you gonna be So-Cal or No-Cal?

[identity profile] hiddenmuse.livejournal.com 2003-11-24 11:01 am (UTC)(link)
I will be No-Cal (San Francisco), and I'd be staying with Kellie for a short time - probably no more than 2 months - while I look for a place of my own.

Basically, we'd be starting all over again, as she puts it, since we never had a chance to date like an "average couple" does. I'm looking forward to it.

[identity profile] yokie.livejournal.com 2003-11-24 10:41 am (UTC)(link)
you GO girl!! ;)

I'm very proud of you for making such a big decision. I'm sure it will only lead to wonderful things for you.

Rock on!
xoxo,
Mare

[identity profile] sweetlikesugar.livejournal.com 2003-11-24 10:43 am (UTC)(link)
AWESOME!!!! I'm so excited for you!!!!

Lots of love and luck for your big move ahead!!! :D

[identity profile] mom-o-cass.livejournal.com 2003-11-24 10:48 am (UTC)(link)
i am so happy for you and proud of you.
i see great things on your horizon, lady!

so much luck to you and all the best wishes in the world!

[identity profile] jupiters-angel.livejournal.com 2003-11-24 11:05 am (UTC)(link)
HURRRRRRRAH! :)

[identity profile] therealsugshady.livejournal.com 2003-11-24 11:25 am (UTC)(link)
Getting out of your current job sitch, and even the current area, sounds like it'll be a great positive change. I wish you all the best luck in the world. :-)

[identity profile] moongirli.livejournal.com 2003-11-24 11:55 am (UTC)(link)
Huzzah! Here's hoping your giant leap lands you on your feet.

And if you start sending off chimp postcards, we may have to wonder on your sanity. ;)

[identity profile] among-the-waves.livejournal.com 2003-11-24 01:07 pm (UTC)(link)
where in CA are you moving? san diego is nice this time of year and you can find the cool kids like me and [livejournal.com profile] prrrn here...

[identity profile] kbelly55.livejournal.com 2003-11-24 02:03 pm (UTC)(link)
wow. I wish you best of luck and safe move. :)

[identity profile] rosesandvine.livejournal.com 2003-11-24 02:17 pm (UTC)(link)
wheee! congrats to you! Yes, moving is scary, being away from those you feel responsible for is scary. But it's good, and it's fun. YAY!!!!!!!!!

[identity profile] bnlfanofed.livejournal.com 2003-11-24 04:28 pm (UTC)(link)
That's so great!! :)

Good luck with your move, the job/apartment hunt, and with yours and Kellie's relationship! :)

[identity profile] denimdoll.livejournal.com 2003-11-24 07:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Wow, that's so great! Congratulations!

(Anonymous) 2003-11-24 09:12 pm (UTC)(link)
WHAT!?!??! YER COMING HERE?!?!?!? FUCK!!!

**runs around frantically hiding all his smut that he has scattered around the bay area....hides his secret women......hides his costumes.....hides his fetish clubs....**

Ok, Im ready....Welcome to the Bay Area luvie!!

"California Party Boy"