I'm Still Around
Mar. 30th, 2003 01:50 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hiddenmuseSo I haven't been posting much in this live journal, per se ... but I've been having horribly vivid, bizarre dreams courtesy of Effexor XR - and spreading the Bad Grrrl Gospel in other parts of live journal. ;)
Anal Play
Sex Toy Review
Another Review of the Bad Grrrl Kind
As for those horribly bizarre & vivid dreams? Well, this was a definite change for me - going from no dreams whatsoever to dreams about things reading nonexistent magazine interviews to superdeformed babies that age 3 years in less than an hour.
One night, I dreamt that I read a magazine interview where Steven Page was talking about being into all of the Great Big Sea CDs, but one particular CD just left him feeling "voraciously horny" ... and so it went.
The next night, it was a pure sex dream. That's all I know. Perhaps since Effexor has turned me Vulcan in that I only get horny like once or twice a month, I have sex dreams.
Last night's dream was particularly ooky.
I know that with my seizure meds, there is a known risk of birth defects in women that become pregnant while on the meds. Perhaps the dream was inspired by that, because in this dream, I had a baby that was born almost 3 months premature with hydrocephaly (water on the brain) or some other sort of neurological disorder. The doctors told me that the baby would not survive, so the baby and I were transported to another hospital. In the meantime, I was trying to deal with the fact that I was losing my son ... but somehow, it was like he was thriving. I went from mourning the loss, singing "What A Good Boy" (???) to wondering what the hell was going on when my near-dead baby smiled at me - with all his baby teeth, and started talking. By the time we were at the hospital, I was screaming "don't kill the baby! He's alright! Don't kill him!" After that, I woke up at 5 a.m. ... alone in my bed, wondering where the hell that dream came from.
Now, I'm going to try and take a nap. Hopefully without those scary dreams.
Anal Play
Sex Toy Review
Another Review of the Bad Grrrl Kind
As for those horribly bizarre & vivid dreams? Well, this was a definite change for me - going from no dreams whatsoever to dreams about things reading nonexistent magazine interviews to superdeformed babies that age 3 years in less than an hour.
One night, I dreamt that I read a magazine interview where Steven Page was talking about being into all of the Great Big Sea CDs, but one particular CD just left him feeling "voraciously horny" ... and so it went.
The next night, it was a pure sex dream. That's all I know. Perhaps since Effexor has turned me Vulcan in that I only get horny like once or twice a month, I have sex dreams.
Last night's dream was particularly ooky.
I know that with my seizure meds, there is a known risk of birth defects in women that become pregnant while on the meds. Perhaps the dream was inspired by that, because in this dream, I had a baby that was born almost 3 months premature with hydrocephaly (water on the brain) or some other sort of neurological disorder. The doctors told me that the baby would not survive, so the baby and I were transported to another hospital. In the meantime, I was trying to deal with the fact that I was losing my son ... but somehow, it was like he was thriving. I went from mourning the loss, singing "What A Good Boy" (???) to wondering what the hell was going on when my near-dead baby smiled at me - with all his baby teeth, and started talking. By the time we were at the hospital, I was screaming "don't kill the baby! He's alright! Don't kill him!" After that, I woke up at 5 a.m. ... alone in my bed, wondering where the hell that dream came from.
Now, I'm going to try and take a nap. Hopefully without those scary dreams.
