No Use for a Title

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I decided against a nap - especially since I spent half an hour tossing and turning, unable to sleep. Instead, I watched Canadian Bacon and Fluffer. Canadian Bacon was great, and had me laughing as usual. Fluffer was like Boogie Nights in the gay porn industry, gay-for-pay and all. Unfortunately, the work references (especially comments about how said work was being done) were hitting too close to home for me, so I think I'm better off watching the film when I'm not such an exposed nerve about w-o-r-k.

As for work, I don't think what happened would get me shitcanned. Just shaken up pretty badly, and reminding me that being off my antidepressants was doing more than affecting my moods ... it could've been affecting my work. :(

Speaking of antidepressants, the Effexor is the cause of my upset stomach. I have to be extremely careful, because this was one of the reasons I kept going off and getting back on - the stomach upsets were aggravating. Then, the depression got to be too much, and so it went.

Heck, at this point, I'm just looking at it like this: I went to the grocery store tonight, and most of the stuff that would tempt me instead turned my stomach. Not the best way to lose weight, mind you, but it'll work for now. *smirk*

Ah well ... tomorrow night, I'm going to watch Monsters Inc. and In The Realm Of The Senses. I have Friday off for the corporate holiday of "GottauseupthosevacationdaysbytheendofMarch". I'm also taking off next Tuesday and Thursday for that holiday. Plans? To be a slacker. Perhaps do some more small bathroom repairs. Watch more movies, keep taking my Effexor (even with the side effects), pay the bills, get the taxes done, etc.

Hope all is going well for you reading this! :-D