Welcome to Hell - Population: One

Bigmouth turned in her two weeks' notice today, and ended up just leaving today. It's sort of a blessing and a curse when it all comes down. I'm just afraid that I'll have more gray hairs to hide behind my red dye job ... and that I'll risk wanting to hide and ignore everyone I know, like and/or love (Kellie, Shawn and Tyson especially).

Right now, I just want to cry for no fucking reason whatsoever, besides just exorcising my frustrations I guess. (I'm still on my meds - just going through the near-interminable Hell that is PMS, and its swell mood swings)

I'd write more, but I should get back to work - might as well get some of this stuff taken care of, before I get too overwhelmed.

Hope you're all having a good Monday - or at least as good of a Monday as possible! :)

I am an idiot.

My phone has been shut off, so I'll be doing my (illicit) blogging and e-mail checking from work during lunch and after hours for the next few days, until I can get the phone bill paid (this weekend). In the meantime, I will be playing a hermit - and it's entirely unintentional, my lovelies.


Last night, I took a sleeping pill, anticipating trouble sleeping due to Sherry's quitting and whatever other work angst would probably keep me awake at night. It didn't work so well. I got to sleep by 12:30 a.m., only to wake up at 4:30 a.m. - went back to sleep, finally getting out of bed at 7:00, spending the rest of today feeling perfectly sluggish. That was a mistake - but how was I to know anyways?

I think when I get home tonight, I'll make dinner and go to bed early, because I am severely tired. :( Besides, it's better than staying awake to beat myself up over all the stupid little things I've done - or have thought of doing.

So, have a good evening everyone - I will write again tomorrow, and hopefully, I will be in a better mood.