Frustration, Stress and Other Stuff

[hiddenmuse]

Well, I found out that my checking account is thisclose to being overdrawn. That is, if my check for the electric bill hits before Friday (which it probably will). It's about a week until I get more money in the account, and I've conveniently fucked myself into a corner I can't get out of. Dammit.

That's what I get for being stupid & cavalier with my money. I get to start all over again from square one - lucky me. And I was doing quite well, too. It worries me - I get into those moods where I get overconfident (okay, cocky...) and when that ends, I end up terribly remorseful and seriously depressed. Can you say "possibly bipolar"? I knew you could.

I need to get back to my psychiatrist, because he'd probably want to know that it's happening. I just hate the possibility that I could be more fucked-up in the head than I realize. Or, I'm just scaring the bejesus out of myself over nothing.


Tonight, I'm going to the gym again. I'm going to try working out in the fitness center this time. Maybe that'll help me get over this self-imposed head trip....

Comments

[sigmaration.livejournal.com]

msg me when you get home.

*hugs*

[magenta25.livejournal.com]

coming from a person who works in the mental health field- we're all a little Bipolar at times. We're all a little OCD, anxious, psychotic etc.... I don't know anyone who hasn't royally fucked up money or their financial situation. I hope everything works out.