What's A Girl To Do?
Feb. 20th, 2003 10:03 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hiddenmuseWhen live journal is pretty much inaccessible for a day or so, a girl can get restless.
I think I posted more in 2 days on bn.net than I have in 2 months. I have finally given in and joined the ROSP board (a group for Steven Page fans to commisserate - and occasionally get a bit giddy over the man).
The bn.net experience was interesting. People are getting hypersensitive and extremely touchy over little things. You don't know how hard it was for me to tell them to shut up and get laid (or masturbate), then come back when they can be more rational. The desire to smack a few of the touchier ones in the heads with Rocco Siffredi's schwanz is definitely there, I won't lie.... I've been a good girl though ... no egging on the restless natives and newbies. Just going on about my usual thread-killing ways. ;)
Besides that, I've been working on cleaning my place up. Unfortunately, I really let it go - in the worst possible way - recently. Part of it may be the fact that the winter is the worst season for my depression - I feel so lethargic and slothful, it's pathetic. Even on antidepressants, I feel that way. Not much I can do about it - although it does get better as the days get longer.
Anyways, as I was saying, I was working on cleaning my apartment up. Starting with the kitchen, which is the worst. :( I guess I just got tired of it looking so awful, and only cleaning it up for guests. As though I'm not important enough to clean up the apartment for myself or something. (Not true - but I'm stubborn & it takes me a long time to learn my lessons.)
Tomorrow night, I'll be continuing the work, moving onto my dining room. Then, I'll spend the rest of the weekend finishing up. So if you're looking for me online, I'll probably be on intermittently at best the next day or so. :) I'm not being antisocial (for now), just working on getting stuff done.
I think I posted more in 2 days on bn.net than I have in 2 months. I have finally given in and joined the ROSP board (a group for Steven Page fans to commisserate - and occasionally get a bit giddy over the man).
The bn.net experience was interesting. People are getting hypersensitive and extremely touchy over little things. You don't know how hard it was for me to tell them to shut up and get laid (or masturbate), then come back when they can be more rational. The desire to smack a few of the touchier ones in the heads with Rocco Siffredi's schwanz is definitely there, I won't lie.... I've been a good girl though ... no egging on the restless natives and newbies. Just going on about my usual thread-killing ways. ;)
Besides that, I've been working on cleaning my place up. Unfortunately, I really let it go - in the worst possible way - recently. Part of it may be the fact that the winter is the worst season for my depression - I feel so lethargic and slothful, it's pathetic. Even on antidepressants, I feel that way. Not much I can do about it - although it does get better as the days get longer.
Anyways, as I was saying, I was working on cleaning my apartment up. Starting with the kitchen, which is the worst. :( I guess I just got tired of it looking so awful, and only cleaning it up for guests. As though I'm not important enough to clean up the apartment for myself or something. (Not true - but I'm stubborn & it takes me a long time to learn my lessons.)
Tomorrow night, I'll be continuing the work, moving onto my dining room. Then, I'll spend the rest of the weekend finishing up. So if you're looking for me online, I'll probably be on intermittently at best the next day or so. :) I'm not being antisocial (for now), just working on getting stuff done.
