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Jun. 18th, 2004 11:01 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hiddenmuseWell, I've got some good news on the weight loss front - 32 lbs. down so far! :)
I'm sitting at my desk, barefoot, with my feet propped up in the shelf area, feeling no desire whatsoever to work. I hate this feeling of apathy. I'd spent Monday through Thursday actually functioning, working, and getting stuff done. Today, I just feel lazier than hell, and I have no idea why. :-/
I don't know if it has to do with my moods trying to shapeshift into some ungodly form, or the fact that it's nearing summer, or that I'm getting hungry and I'm uncaffeinated until noon. Perhaps its any or all of the above. I'll see what happens after lunchtime and caffeine this afternoon. Perhaps this apathy will wane at least somewhat.
In the meantime, I'm here. I'm awake and I'm existing. And that's what matters.
I'm sitting at my desk, barefoot, with my feet propped up in the shelf area, feeling no desire whatsoever to work. I hate this feeling of apathy. I'd spent Monday through Thursday actually functioning, working, and getting stuff done. Today, I just feel lazier than hell, and I have no idea why. :-/
I don't know if it has to do with my moods trying to shapeshift into some ungodly form, or the fact that it's nearing summer, or that I'm getting hungry and I'm uncaffeinated until noon. Perhaps its any or all of the above. I'll see what happens after lunchtime and caffeine this afternoon. Perhaps this apathy will wane at least somewhat.
In the meantime, I'm here. I'm awake and I'm existing. And that's what matters.
