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hiddenmuse ([personal profile] hiddenmuse) wrote2003-02-22 03:14 pm

Maybe It's A Sign ...

I feel like I risk becoming a full-on drama diva, being the bearer of bad news again.

Today, we had to put Libby, our 6 month-old black Labrador puppy to sleep. She had become violently ill early this week, and by the week's end she was terribly emaciated, spiking fevers of 106 degrees (102 is normal) and when let outside, had to be carried back in. The veterenarian thinks it was Parvo Virus - because the onset was so sudden and the symptoms were there, even though she'd tested negative for it previously.

I was there when it happened (when she was put to sleep), and it just kills me that she had to suffer so much. With Sid, it was sudden - no real pain or suffering. Libby had a week of various ailments linked to Parvo Virus (I won't go into detail - it ain't pretty), and if she could've been saved, would probably live the rest of her days with brain damage.

The sight of me in a tiara, bawling my eyes out, must've been a doozy to the Humane Society employees. Even wearing my non-pharmaceutical antidepressant didn't help much. (Yes, I shared with the family - when we got to the exam room, I promptly put the tiara on Taylor's head. And handed her a Kleenex.) It's just hard to deal with a loss like that. And as bad as it may sound, I'm glad that I was there with Libby in those last minutes. She was there for me after I'd lost Sid, so it was only right that I be there for her. :)

It may be a few months before the family gets another dog, as Parvo apparently can lie dormant for up to 6 months, and the last thing we'd need is to get a dog, then lose it the same way. In the meantime, they've been advised to wash the house down with bleach and not adopt another puppy for 6 months - to be on the very safe side.

[identity profile] writer-lilies.livejournal.com 2003-02-22 03:07 pm (UTC)(link)
I wonder if that's what happened to Bodie. Hmmm. *hugs* I feel your pain.

[identity profile] mom-o-cass.livejournal.com 2003-02-22 03:17 pm (UTC)(link)
love and strength to you and your family, Lady.

[identity profile] msboop.livejournal.com 2003-02-22 03:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Aw.. I feel bad for you, losing the bunny and now the dog. I wish I could do something for you.

[identity profile] mace-acme.livejournal.com 2003-02-22 03:52 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry for your loss, baby. Take care of yourself, and remember the amazing times with your pal!

[identity profile] sabbysteg.livejournal.com 2003-02-22 05:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Aw, poor dog, poor you. Sorry to hear about it. :(

[identity profile] tex-arkana.livejournal.com 2003-02-22 11:58 pm (UTC)(link)
I am very sorry to hear about that, Carly. Take care.

[identity profile] sandybright.livejournal.com 2003-02-23 03:05 pm (UTC)(link)
*huggle* I'm so sorry. :(


Sandy

Poor girl!

[identity profile] crazybnlfan.livejournal.com 2003-02-23 04:28 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs* I'm sorry to hear about your doggy! That's absolutely terrible!!