hiddenmuse (
hiddenmuse) wrote2003-10-06 05:13 pm
I am an idiot.
My phone has been shut off, so I'll be doing my (illicit) blogging and e-mail checking from work during lunch and after hours for the next few days, until I can get the phone bill paid (this weekend). In the meantime, I will be playing a hermit - and it's entirely unintentional, my lovelies.
Last night, I took a sleeping pill, anticipating trouble sleeping due to Sherry's quitting and whatever other work angst would probably keep me awake at night. It didn't work so well. I got to sleep by 12:30 a.m., only to wake up at 4:30 a.m. - went back to sleep, finally getting out of bed at 7:00, spending the rest of today feeling perfectly sluggish. That was a mistake - but how was I to know anyways?
I think when I get home tonight, I'll make dinner and go to bed early, because I am severely tired. :( Besides, it's better than staying awake to beat myself up over all the stupid little things I've done - or have thought of doing.
So, have a good evening everyone - I will write again tomorrow, and hopefully, I will be in a better mood.
Last night, I took a sleeping pill, anticipating trouble sleeping due to Sherry's quitting and whatever other work angst would probably keep me awake at night. It didn't work so well. I got to sleep by 12:30 a.m., only to wake up at 4:30 a.m. - went back to sleep, finally getting out of bed at 7:00, spending the rest of today feeling perfectly sluggish. That was a mistake - but how was I to know anyways?
I think when I get home tonight, I'll make dinner and go to bed early, because I am severely tired. :( Besides, it's better than staying awake to beat myself up over all the stupid little things I've done - or have thought of doing.
So, have a good evening everyone - I will write again tomorrow, and hopefully, I will be in a better mood.